July 18th- weighed in at 90.1 – argh!!! So close…

Ok, since last weigh in i must admit i realy realy struggled. I got the flu, then I got my period and i had the most insane cravings of my life..

BUTTTT , the weekend i finally got back on track, i walked ALOT, and sorta had a party marathon , was out all those 3 days , only home to sleep n freshen up, so i didnt eat that much (cause i had lots of beers ) but i walked, biked and laughed alot.

 This morning i woke up at 6 and i just had to go and work out. First time in the fitness center. It was like, it felt so normal and i just was ripe. lol.

was amazing.

THEN, the highlight of this day… (drums)

Went up to my loft to bring down two pairs of pants that I bought 2-3 months ago. I bought them and couldnt fit them but it was my goal to fit them, and today….like a glove. Down to a size 16! And i was like..a size 20!!!!!!! They not only fit, they are perfect, they are not tight, they just fit!

And these are pants I could. not. button/zip!!!!!!!!!! Im extatic. Its amazing. I havent been a size 16 in a LAWNG time.

SO, i figured since i went to the fitness this morning and got that boost cause of the pants, then I will register the fitness club as a full member and head for the size 14.

Regarding the weight, i totaly want to leave the 90s, i been stuck in it for a long time and now that I am so close I just need the visual boost of 89.9.

It will be.

July 5th 2007. Been away but am back for a fresh start.

Lots of things have happened on a personal level and been kinda stuck. But im ready to take myself serious reg. weightloss and im back on the blog.

 Weighed in yesterday at 90.8 kilos and hopefully next week ill have left those 90s that i been stuck in the last 6 months.

shop till I drop!

Its a wonderfull way to exerzice- I can tell you that!

I have been renewing my wardrobe and been throwing out my old rags. My size 20 pants are way too big now, gone down to a size 18 and actually bought 2 pairs of size 16 pants that I need to wait a little before I can wear- but its coming.

I have been down with the flu since friday and weighed in this morning at 92.5 kilo! I know some of it is water etc. but it gave me the boost I needed to give it a good go so that I can drop another 2,5 kilos and reach a whopping weightloss of 20 big ones.

20 kilos- and it sure shows on my body. I never imagined to be able to drop that much- and to think it all started with just wanting to loose 2 kilos…

20 kilos. Thats the limit weight that is allowed to pack in  a suitcase when travelling. I dropped almost a suitcase! Sure is alot lighter way of travelling now… But I have 2 or 3 bags yet to kick off! But now at least I know it can be done…

20 kilos. wow.

4 kilos..argh!

94.1 kg.  Am so close to leaving the 90s.. but its moving reeeeeeealy sloooowlyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Been eating very irregular lately- but still  with one eye on the intake. The only thing holding me back is the lack of exercize. I know it could mean a much faster weightloss and a firmer body- but im scared- i hate going to gyms and even going for a run. I think too much about what people think, how i will look running and all that..

When I reach my goal of 90 kg (meaning a 20 kg. weightloss!!!!!) I have made the promise to myself to go out, buy some nice work out clothes that i will look good in and feel good in, and then I am starting. Period.

I am 4 kilos from a 20 kg. weightloss. Wow. I never thought I would even loose 1 kilo- and suddenly its almost 20! And it DOES show.

I have two pants that i just cant wear anymore! Its an amazing feeling. And last year I bought a jacket that I couldnt close (couldnt even button it). Now I can close the buttons and even wear a nice sweater under it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i bought 2 new jackets on sale- some nice ones that are more classy- and I FEEL so much better! I look better too.

Im still far from my goal weight- and I have to loose atleast 25 more kilos. Sigh. But I WILL SUCCEED AS LONG AS I HAVE TIME AND WILL.

4 kilos to go- thats my main thing right now….

Hug!

Stuck in the 90´s!

Im stuck. I want to welcome the 80´s but am stuck here in 90 kilo plus- hell!

Its goin very very very slowly- and I do know why. I haven´t been that good with my water intake at all- I know it sounds like a small detail but it is a make or break when it comes to my weightloss. When i drink enough water every day I notice the weight dropping faster. No big science.

Im down to 94.4 kg though and that is good also- as I can see the end of being in the “94″ and soon being in the “93″.

I keep repeating to myself that I have lost 15.4 Kilos. It is just a number- but when I visualize it in either milk cartons or olive oil bottles or what ever- i think WOW. 15.4 kilos! thats like 4 babies! Or 5! Now I know it isnt all FAT but its gone from my body- whatever it was! Did I loose 15.4 kilo of water? I doubt it. So am happy!

I can´t wait to hit the 20 kilo weightloss. That is my goal right now. Just to lose the last of those 5.6 kilos.

 5.6 kilos. That can be done in one month if I give it a good kick. ( I said that about all my kilos and it has taken me over 6 months to drop the 15.4 kilos- so maybe i should just continue what I am doing…and not stress?)

 LoL.

Soon I will take a picture for my “mirror mirror” page and see if there is ANY visible difference. I can´t promise to wear the same pants as I will need a belt!!! yay!

So look out for the pics!

Hug

15 kilos- GONE FOR GOOD!

Yes. I made it down to 15 Kilo weightloos. Is that amazing or what. I went down a dress size- and am swimming in some old pants of mine. Wow. What a feeling. Im at 94.8 Kilos now. Start weight was  109.8 kg. (check the weightloss page).

 Im continuing on this path and I want to hit the 20 kg weightloss within the next 2 months. So 5 kg. down in 2 months- that is very realistic.

I got a new job (well, two actually) so I am posting a bit less- but I will write a bit about how I manage eating and staying on track- even at work.

But 15 kg- gone! Just wanted to share.

 Cheers!

A new year – a new beginning.

THe holidays were realy hard- seen from my perspective as an overweight person! But I must say that I managed to not go overboard and I ate a little bit of everything and I didnt think too much about it- cause I also wanted to just enjoy myself.

 I dreaded getting on the scale this morning as I haven´t weighed in since my last weigh in (beginning of december!)

 But I actually hadn´t gained a bit and had dropped almost 1 kilo! So that was realy great as I am able to start again from a new weight and not having to reunite with an old number I had thought I had passed..

 I usually never have any new years resolutions- but thisyear I truly only have one. And as you can see I started during 2006 with slowly dropping the weight- without any extra measures. Just eating right and moving moderately.

But now I think it´s time I step it up a notch. Suddenly summer seems around the corner and I don´t want to go another summer with long tshirts and pants. Enough of that!

Im back on my blog and hope perhaps someone will comment , in all cases I am having fun just writing this for me..

 Happy New Years!

2007 here i come!

It´s finally friday!

Weighed in this morning at 97.2 kg! Not only am I passed the 98s , Im practically almost past 97s! I realy hope to reach my mini goal of 95 kg before the year is over!

Im exited about the beginning of a new year- I realy want 2007 to be a fantastic year. I want to finally get rid of my overweight problem, I want to be able to wear a dress for next new years eve. And I just want to turn my life around and be more healthy and active.

Ill also turn 27 in 2007 so am also getting older!!!

I want to be able to wear young beautiful clothes and look faboulous!

 From 109.8 kg to 97.2 kg now. Im very proud of myself and will get myself a gift of some shopping.

pizzaaaa!

I had pizza for dinner!!

I realy felt like something other than the usual meat n veggies/salads.

SO instead of buying a realy greasy extremely fatty pizza outside, I made my own healthy pizza!

Didn´t use any oil and used fresh ingredients. After one quarter slice I was full! (if it was a pizza from the local pizzaria I would have chunked the whole pizza!)

In an earlier post I wrote about my obsession with weighin in every morning. Let´s face it. I can´t stop!!

It´s like my daily boost- if I gained a little I don´t go crazy over it- I just keep doing what needs to be done. But if I lost some weight I get realy exited and motivated even more.

The scale is currently my only indicator of my weightloss. You can´t realy feel a 1-2 kilo weightloss on your clothes. I started to feel the weighloss on my clothes only after about 10 kilos. THen I could realy tell something had happened.

So instead of feeling stupid about weighing in , I will just weigh in when I feel like it and stop thinking about how it´s “not good for you”. Cause in the end- I decide what´s good for me right?!?! lol.

 Anyways- off to bed now- had a long day!

Hoping to escape the 98.0 kgs and finally enter the 97s!! Pray for me!

Fat be gone!!

I haven´t written in a while cause first of all my computer is more or less dead. And second of all I had like 4 days where I didn´t realy think about what I was eating… (crunched a bag of chips and some chocolate) !

 Anyhow, I weighed in last friday at 99 kg! That sucked!!!!  But today (even though its wednesday) I weighed myself and was down to 98.0 kg!! Yay! Im very close to leaving the 98´s and I was realy stuck in that number!! So that gave me a good motivating push to not give in, and to continue and I know it will all pay off.

I just had breakfast- I made oatmeal with 1 ss of honey, and a cup of coffee. Need to drink some water too. It´s a good breakfast- in the winter it realy warms the stomach and keeps me full for longer.

I missed writing in the blog (even if no one is probably reading this) but it´s nice to have this journal.

It has been going pretty slow so I am going to take up swimming (soon as I get a leg wax ahem!).

I keep thinking bout the 109.8 kg that I weighed. Now I can remove the 10 in front and just be 98. hehehe

Am going for 95 kg as mini goal! It´s a damn hard month to “diet” on, Christmas lunches all around me, great food, wine, you name it. As long as I pay attention to what´s in front of me and decide to..decide! Then I know I will be fine.