Weighed in at 90.1 this morning and I have NO idea how come i gained a kilo- last week I weighed in at 89.1 and was thrilled!!!!!! :(

 What a bummer. I think I have been very good with my foodintake, I have been very active and biked to work, taken the stairs, cleaned my house for 10 hours straight yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO what the hell happened? Im SICK of these 90´s coming back to haunt me :(

Dont know what to do anymore. But I am hereby deciding that I am not going to weigh myself every morning, it´s too much pressure.

And just to give myself a pat on the back I will go workout today, I won´t let a stupid ugly number get in my way. It still feels like a battle I will never ever win :( Like I am meant to be FAT. :(

Argh- frustrations. Must work out. Kick ass.

2 Responses to “What tha BLEEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!!!!!”

  1. Rajul Says:

    Hi!

    Came across your blog while trying to figure out how many kilos I’d lost :)

    I read through and realised we’re so alike… I’m 27 as well and have been trying to lose weight all my life. I finally gave up focussing on the big picture (a horrible 30 kilos) and started just trying to become healthy and that really worked, because I stopped getting frustrated and giving up.

    I think you’re doing so wonderfully well… I totally understand what you wrote about bullying and emotional eating… they’re root causes for me too.

    It’s inspirational for me to see you do this… I guess because it makes me believe that it can be done. Keep up!

    I’d share my weight loss story with you, but I’ve no idea how much weight I’ve lost… I HATE weighing myself, it makes me focus on how far i still have to go… I have lost a couple of dress sizes, so I know I’m on track.

    Dont let a kilo or 400 grams get you down… keep the spirit up… Just go boogie a night away at some place where they play really loud music. You’ll shake off the itsy bitsy weight there. :D

  2. nonfat Says:

    Hi Rajul
    Thanks for the nice comment!
    I had a long break from the scale but started focussing again on getting rid of those extra kilos that truly bother me. But my main success factor has always been that I have to be mentally ready for it in order to WANT to loose the weight.
    That time has FINALLY arrived again.

    I actually began again this Wednesday where I weighed in on 92.8 kilos so I DID gain a bit of weight (my absolute lightest weight was around 87.5 kg. So It´s my goal to reach this and then take it from there.
    This morning I weighed 91.7 so slowly slowly :)
    Im very happy that I have inspired you – it gives meaning to this blog!


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