Breakthrough-second time around!! :D

Wooo-hooo!!

 Sent the 90´s home this morning! Weighed in at 89.9 kg Finally.

The mini-goal is 85.0 kg. This is what I am focusing on. From experience I have learned that if I think too much about the greater goal, it becomes almost impossible. I find it much easier keeping the goals small, within reach and realistic.

When I reach 85.0 kg- then I will head for 80.0 kg. And trust me- it will be.

I am 27 yrs old- and I have not worn a dress since i was 13 years old. Oh and a bikini? What is that?

Sometimes I truly feel the mental baggage is heavier than the actual weight I am trying to loose…

Oh well- let´s keep an optimistic attitude- I CAN FUCKIN DO THIS!!! RIGHT!?????????????????

 Argh.

Am going to make me breakfast now , a healthy one! Then I gotta clean the kitchen and be off… Will think about the fact that I finally came below 89.9 kg again after so long. But this time I am not ever ever ever ever going back to weighing over 90 kg. Can you beleive (cause I can´t) that I weighed 110 kg? Insane.