4 kilos..argh!

94.1 kg.  Am so close to leaving the 90s.. but its moving reeeeeeealy sloooowlyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Been eating very irregular lately- but still  with one eye on the intake. The only thing holding me back is the lack of exercize. I know it could mean a much faster weightloss and a firmer body- but im scared- i hate going to gyms and even going for a run. I think too much about what people think, how i will look running and all that..

When I reach my goal of 90 kg (meaning a 20 kg. weightloss!!!!!) I have made the promise to myself to go out, buy some nice work out clothes that i will look good in and feel good in, and then I am starting. Period.

I am 4 kilos from a 20 kg. weightloss. Wow. I never thought I would even loose 1 kilo- and suddenly its almost 20! And it DOES show.

I have two pants that i just cant wear anymore! Its an amazing feeling. And last year I bought a jacket that I couldnt close (couldnt even button it). Now I can close the buttons and even wear a nice sweater under it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But i bought 2 new jackets on sale- some nice ones that are more classy- and I FEEL so much better! I look better too.

Im still far from my goal weight- and I have to loose atleast 25 more kilos. Sigh. But I WILL SUCCEED AS LONG AS I HAVE TIME AND WILL.

4 kilos to go- thats my main thing right now….

Hug!

Stuck in the 90´s!

Im stuck. I want to welcome the 80´s but am stuck here in 90 kilo plus- hell!

Its goin very very very slowly- and I do know why. I haven´t been that good with my water intake at all- I know it sounds like a small detail but it is a make or break when it comes to my weightloss. When i drink enough water every day I notice the weight dropping faster. No big science.

Im down to 94.4 kg though and that is good also- as I can see the end of being in the “94″ and soon being in the “93″.

I keep repeating to myself that I have lost 15.4 Kilos. It is just a number- but when I visualize it in either milk cartons or olive oil bottles or what ever- i think WOW. 15.4 kilos! thats like 4 babies! Or 5! Now I know it isnt all FAT but its gone from my body- whatever it was! Did I loose 15.4 kilo of water? I doubt it. So am happy!

I can´t wait to hit the 20 kilo weightloss. That is my goal right now. Just to lose the last of those 5.6 kilos.

 5.6 kilos. That can be done in one month if I give it a good kick. ( I said that about all my kilos and it has taken me over 6 months to drop the 15.4 kilos- so maybe i should just continue what I am doing…and not stress?)

 LoL.

Soon I will take a picture for my “mirror mirror” page and see if there is ANY visible difference. I can´t promise to wear the same pants as I will need a belt!!! yay!

So look out for the pics!

Hug