I forgot to tell you!!

I dropped a dress size!!

I was getting ready to find some clothes for the party I was going too and I found some nice pants that I had once worn but had gotten too fat to wear!

I recall that 4 months ago I tried them on but they couldnt even zip up.

I decided to try them on just for fun (having the 12 kilos lost in the back of my mind).

THEY FIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was extatic!!!

WOW what a motivator!! I couldn´t beleive my eyes. Seriously I was amazed. It´s been YEARS since something like this has happened. Most of my clothes I had to give away because they didn´t fit anymore and was too painfull to look at…

But these pants were so nice and like new..

Amazing.

It realy does pay off eventually…

You win some, you loose some..(I hope!)

I survived the grand birthday dinner !!

But I admit I ate alot of nice food and had some icecream etc… Let´s just say I was not thinking TOO much about my diet. But I didn´t go overboard either. The only real fattening food I had was a chocolate croissant!

The real sin was actually when I got back from the trip..

I ate chocolate and chips because my period arrived.. I get insane cravings and I just had to eat that.

But now I feel better and instead of knocking myself over with guilt, I start fresh tomorrow with a healthy shake, fruit, salad and some exerzise. As long as I get back on track it will all work out.

I hope I didn´t gain. It´s ok if I didn´t loose weight- the sucky part is if I gained. ARGH!

When will the madness end. I know there just is no alternative – I have to loose weight. I want to be HOT for summer

There is a new fresh day tomorrow. I don´t want to look back. I enjoyed the party and I am glad I didn´t think all the time about food. I just had fun.